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Ed's note: Part
One of this series can be accessed in the June
2008 issue. Spirit Matters is
providing a real time, real life demonstration of
artist Carol Bertrand's spiritual journey through
a life-altering crisis as illustrated in her
abstract series, "Red
Paintings." See more
of Bertrand's work at Bertrandart.info
I got out an old painting that I was not satisfied
with and began painting over it. The same hot reds
and yellows appeared, only this time, there was a
little more order in the shapes. The structure began
to appear as rooms, doors, pivotal points, and shadowy
figures hiding behind lines, and emerging from doorways.
As my energy was spent, I placed the painting on
the wall. As I looked at the painting, I saw a large
white “7” that outlined a doorway. There
was a mysterious womanly figure emerging from what
could be described as a hidden past. The fact that
I had turned 72 in March leapt into my mind.
Of course, I am in the seventh stage of my life,
having been through seven decades of life, each with
its own set of challenges. Part of my pain was the
expectations I had that everything in life should
be painless and pleasant at this late stage. However,
the Universe has its own rhythm and it’s not
through teaching me yet.
I called the painting The
Seventh State.

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